I am sorry to say Helice that I did think that Myrddin was talking about color when he talked mentioned darkness and Africa in the same sentence.
Well, you see, he said he wished
dawn would come to that "
darkness besieged" continent. Did that suggest to you that he wished the light of reason and humanity would come and conquer the night of genocide and corruption, or did you think he was wishing that when dawn came all the people would stop having dark skin...? One meaning seems pretty clear, and the other is something any sane person would have a tough time getting to.
As someone who grew up speaking the English language from birth in an English-speaking country, how can you have never heard the common phrase "do not darken my door[step] again"? It is said to people one wishes to go away, and it has nothing to do with skin color. "Darken my door" means to block out light by one's shadow and perhaps by a gloomy or menacing appearance. You have been to school and English is your native language; I have trouble believing you mistook "do not darken my doorstep" for a racial slur.
Frankly, I think that you are obsessed with race and religion, you see slights where there are none, and you make blatant racial slurs here all the time yourself and claim wide-eyed innocence when you are criticised for it. You are strongly anti-Semitic, even though you claim to have "some friends who are Jewish" you have said some outrageous and inexcusable things about Jews and about Israel on this website. You yourself are treated like all members here are.... when you say something that people disagree with they call you out for it, and you, with your bigoted outlook, immediately start blabbering on about "knee-grows" (a spelling that I personally think is
very offensive) and playing as if you said something brilliant and everyone is denying it because you aren't white. Bollocks. If you didn't keep bringing it up and going on and on about being a poor, persecuted black man who is a victim of white society, no-one would ever give it a thought, because
on the internet no-one can see your skin color. Besides, I am strongly anti-bigotry. I would ban or drive away anyone who made racial slurs to you because that is the standard Dax and I have in our hearts, and this is our place. We don't permit that here. In the way that we don't allow any bigotry against blacks here, we don't allow it against Jews either, so I'm making a formal statement to you now that you won't be allowed to do that any more. Anyone who crys discrimination must be prepared to give it up himself.
I wish you would stop whinging and crying about being a poor persecuted black man, and just settle for being a
man. No-one on this sites gives a whit what color you are, and we're tired of hearing you use your skin color as an excuse to try and get away with outrageous statements.
I've never been to the UK, but I can tell you that the language you've used on Fool Moon ("knee-grow", "big nostrils", etc) is not socially acceptable in the United States coming from anyone, white or black. It is considered racist speech, and it is considered to be very antagonizing. I suspect it is much the same in the UK. Would you please do yourself and all of us a favor by stopping the constant references to race and the constant whinging and crying about your non-existent persecution?
When I get mad at you, I'm never mad because of the shade of your skin. I'm mad because you're being a real jerk. And that transcends race, I assure you.